I Forgive You

I forgive you. I forgive you for the hurt, lies, your selfish ways, and how much you pushed me around and controlled me. I forgive you for not truly loving me the way a man should love a lady. I forgive you because I have a God that loves me more than anything in this world. I'm also thankful that God gave me a wonderful boyfriend that sees my worth. A guy that doesn't hurt me, respects my opinions, and lets me be myself. I love that he's open and honest about his life, I love that he adores me, and wants me to grow everyday. He told me he's thankful that he gets to love me everyday. Wow, I never thought I would hear those words come out of a guys mouth ever after our toxic relationship. I know I did things wrong in the relationship and things that I need to improve on. I'm sorry for the way that I have hurt you. I have forgiven myself for those mistakes that I have done in the past and I hope you forgive yourself. I hope that you change and I hope you grow. I hope that you achieve your goals and I hope that you wont hurt the next girl, like you hurt me. I forgive you because I'm moving on from the past and letting you go. I'm thankful for what happened in the past because it taught me so many things about myself and what is important in a relationship. To all the girls out there, don't think any less of yourself because of how a guy is treating you. You are worth so much, so please wait for the right guy that will see your worth because its worth it in the end.

You are Fearfully and Wonderfully Made

At least 30 million people of all ages and genders suffer from an eating disorder in the U.S.
Every 62 minutes at least one person dies as a direct result from an eating disorder.

    "I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well." Psalm 139:14. My heart just breaks for girls/guys that struggle with body image everyday. If you are one of those people that struggle with it, please know that you are beautiful in your own way. No one else could possibly be the unique person that God created you to be. It's amazing to think that a God so powerful and loving created you. God doesn't create anything not worthy and ugly. Everything he creates is beautiful in their own way, and that's including you. You are fearfully and wonderfully made! Don't ever let anyone tell you differently because they aren't you and they didn't create you. God created you and with that God cares for you so much and wants what's best for you, while giving him all the glory to him through it all. Don't compare yourself to some magazine and a girl on a movie because they aren't you and you aren't them. You are your own individual that could never be replaced. Most of all you are a child of God! You are loved by the one true king of this world! I can't even believe that God died on the cross for me! That's just crazy when you think about it. God loves me so much that he died on the cross for me. In the end, it doesn't matter what the latest fashion is, what shape/size you are because what really matters in life is having a relationship with God. A God that cares and thinks you are beautiful on the inside and out.