I Forgive You

I forgive you. I forgive you for the hurt, lies, your selfish ways, and how much you pushed me around and controlled me. I forgive you for not truly loving me the way a man should love a lady. I forgive you because I have a God that loves me more than anything in this world. I'm also thankful that God gave me a wonderful boyfriend that sees my worth. A guy that doesn't hurt me, respects my opinions, and lets me be myself. I love that he's open and honest about his life, I love that he adores me, and wants me to grow everyday. He told me he's thankful that he gets to love me everyday. Wow, I never thought I would hear those words come out of a guys mouth ever after our toxic relationship. I know I did things wrong in the relationship and things that I need to improve on. I'm sorry for the way that I have hurt you. I have forgiven myself for those mistakes that I have done in the past and I hope you forgive yourself. I hope that you change and I hope you grow. I hope that you achieve your goals and I hope that you wont hurt the next girl, like you hurt me. I forgive you because I'm moving on from the past and letting you go. I'm thankful for what happened in the past because it taught me so many things about myself and what is important in a relationship. To all the girls out there, don't think any less of yourself because of how a guy is treating you. You are worth so much, so please wait for the right guy that will see your worth because its worth it in the end.